"i'm mad at myself, not you.
i'm mad for always being nice, always apologizing for things i didn't do, for getting attached, for making you my life, depending on you, wasting my time on you, thinking about you, forgiving you, wishing for you, dreaming of you, but most of all, for not hating you, which i know i should....but i just can't."

"it's better to love someone who's far and craves to be with you than to love someone who's near yet doesn't even care to see you."

"é melhor amar alguém que está distante e anseia estar com você do que amar alguém que está perto mas ainda não se importa em vê-lo."

"Ever had a time in your life where someone made you feel a sudden burst of motivation? Where they somehow came in and made you feel incredibly strong? They believe in your potential before you do. I am currently going through this, and taking some time to work on myself. I want to lead by example in my actions, while I know its impossible to be perfect, I want to lead by the best example possible. In order to get to this stage I have some adjusting to do, some breaking of old habits. Most importantly, I need to set some new habits. Often times I know we can all get discouraged at the thought of breaking habits, its not an easy task but it is possible. I will keep you posted on my progress and how I plan on taking on this task of self- improvement."